Love, how?

where is Love? that I can not find

where is it that hurts me while

I just cant forget

that I never loved myself


step on my face

spit in my heart

put me down there within the freaks

lock the cage and step back to watch

my self eating me up

like some nasty hungry woman


throwing up to keep on going

on swallowing and chewing and liking

like a deadful body that is still walking

not metering why, when or how

will my tears worth my proud

will my side be recognized

will I let my self to go beyond your eyes?